WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING:
Aquarius, you know perfectly well that when there has been a break in your life, you have tried to ignore it in all aspects. I don't know, as if you had suddenly erased that person from the face of the earth as if he had never passed through your life as if everything you experienced had suddenly disappeared.
And you don't want anyone to see you weak or for anyone to feel sorry for you. And you try to convince yourself at all costs that nothing will happen, that in the end, you will end up forgetting.
You fight your emotions all the time. Perhaps your body asks you to cry, and perhaps you do it alone. But indeed, you talk little about it with others.
Perhaps the breakup is more complicated than it seems, but you will not give anyone the pleasure of seeing it. You get your best smile and go ahead, even if inside you are broken into a thousand pieces. You do not want anyone to see you badly, much less to know what you feel.
WHAT YOU SHOULD DO:
Emotions will always be there no matter how much you ignore them. Aquarius, the more we hide them, the more they flourish after some types of diseases. Please find a way to release them in some way. Write or create something from them. If you have to cry, cry, if you have to curse half the world, bring out your temper and your anger and do it.
Of course, it can hurt a lot to remember, face, and accept everything that has happened, but it is the only way to set you free. That release will lead you to feel much better about all of Aquarius. With yourself / or, with others, even with that person.
Use pain to create instead of letting Aquarius consume you. In time, you will be able to let go of the pain and move to another level, to something else that is out there, waiting for you.
