Of course, you do not do it on purpose; it is clear that you punish the people you love the most because you love them more than anything. It may sound contradictory, but it is the truth. You are not one of those people who goes with the story of what happens to the first stranger or acquaintance they have. NO, no, and no, for you to explode and say what is happening to you, you need much trust in between, and that is why you end up paying for your broken dishes with your people because they are the ones who know you the most already the ones you love madly.
You feel much confidence in their company, and you pay with them, what you should pay with Aquarius air, and you know it. But hey, this is the theory, this is what you do to them when you are not well, but you usually do something much different, Aquarius. It is to pretend nothing had happened. You let the ball get bigger and bigger and explode when it doesn't have to. You let it pass, and you are dragging it with you AQUARIUS; that happens when you are not well and when you do not want any more conflicts in your life.